No Difference To Me

Clams is one of my favorite seafood. Ever since when i was young i love eating clams already and until now, i still love it, i can't even get enough of it. Even though that i only get frozen clams here since you cannot find ocean that is close to where we live. I wasn't aware that this food is an aphrodisiac. One of my blogger friends told me about it. I was so surprised that this food could enhance to someone's sexual desire once that person eats it. I really don't have knowledge about this until someone told me.

But anyway, because of my curiosity, i googled it and found the answers myself. It is indeed that clams is one of aphrodisiac food. But what funny is, i don't really know what they are talking about because i never feel such a thing like my sexual desire towards my husband is being enhanced! lol! Seriously though, there is no difference for me at all, whether i eat this kind of food or not, still i always submit myself to my husband because i believe that a wife should submit herself to her husband no matter what. My mother told me that if a woman is being submissive to her man, marriage will lasts long and it makes the love grow more fonder and alive.

Sunny Day

I am so happy that it's sunny outside. The snow has stopped for at least today i am so relieved! My son got so excited after i picked him up from school because he knows he can play outside with his daddy. He asked his daddy to go out with him in our backyard and bring one of his balls so he could enjoy playing outside. His daddy told him that he wanted to go for a walk, our son got so excited even more.

They are outside now and nowhere to be seen. My husband and our son loves to go for a walk when the sun is out. Not me! Weather something like this, yes sunny but the wind is still cold, i would not dare to go out with them and enjoy the day outside. I would prefer to stay here in front of my computer and play my games rather than being cold outside even though i have thick coat i am wearing. I am not really fond of winter, i hate the freezing cold air outside that makes me sick. I don't know why my husband and my son seems like they are not affected to the cold air outside, maybe they are used to it somehow, but definitely not me! Even though i've been here for five years now, still i don't like winter.

Alarming Situation

I have not heard this illness that is called Mesothelioma not until i watched the series from a local show that i have been watching. I didn't know that this Asbestos could cause someone's life in danger! From what i saw to this series i have been following, poor people in the community has this problem from inhaling this thing from the company which is few feet away from their neighborhood. Mostly kids are affected to it, and i feel so bad knowing that this is happening in real life. They are just portraying what really happened to awaken the big companies that they should do the proper disposing of their wastes. Such an alarming situation, and i feel so sorry for those poor people that can't do anything about it because big companies can just get away from it by paying the department of health office, so they won't be put into scandal.

Sweet Little Potato

My little potato is really a sweet baby. He is a little more bubbly unlike my eldest one. When my eldest was a baby he was a quiet boy. I can't even tell he is awake already not until he pushes his musical toy and plays music. They have different characteristics, the youngest one is friendly and my eldest is shy. My youngest one smiles a lot while my eldest one gets scared if someone is trying to hold him or even just smiling at him. Well, i must say that my eldest one must be like me, i was like that when i was a little girl. I don't easily give my smile to everyone especially to those people i don't know. But my youngest one is like his dad, easily gives smile to everyone even if he doesn't know the person he is smiling to. They are both sweet to us though, it's just that i see their different characters. When my eldest one was a baby he likes to hug his security blanket, but his baby brother likes to hug his brown bear that someone gave it to him before he even was born. Just look at this sweet picture i captured in his crib early in the morning....

Family Insurance

Family is our top priority with my husband. We always make sure that our family is in good hands. That's why we got the best insurance for us, parents and for our dear kids. I just love how husband thinks of such things like this because he is really thinking ahead and looking ahead for the sake of our kids. He is always ready whatever the problems may come. The insurance that we have is really a great deal one, we can always depend on it whenever we need it. In fact, we suggested our family friend to have the same insurance like what we have and soon as they got their instant life insurance quote, they told us that it is indeed a great deal one. Until now they still has it and they are planning to keep it.

Mac Book Memory

Before i bought my laptop i was considering to buy a mac book. But some friends said that it's better to have windows than mac book. Some of them also told me that mac book is better than windows. Different choices of people and different features of each of the technology. A friend of mine has one mac book and she just barely had hers bought. She was the one who is been convincing me to replace my laptop into mac book because she knew that i love music and some other stuff that it is better to have in mac book. She also mentioned that she has no trouble of her mac memory since there is plenty that she can store her favorite files in her mac book as much as she can.

Falling In Love Is Delicate Issue

How do you fall in love? Do you wait for someone to do the first move or you do the first move? I myself fell in love once before i met my husband. I had a long time relationship to this guy but as what most people say, long term relationship don't last very often. And that's what happened to us, we parted our ways. When i met my husband, i wasn't really sure if that pain in my heart was healed totally already. My husband was being nice to me when we first met, he was a very gentleman, caring and thoughtful.

I was trying to say that i don't fall inlove easy, but if i do, i stick to that someone real closely. I am one caring, loving and a very thoughtful person as well. I can give my everything for the sake of that person i love. I didn't fell inlove with my husband right away since i was thinking then what's gonna happen to us in the future. But then destiny worked its own way. We got married and blessed with three kids. I didn't regret that i decided to get to know more about my husband when he visited me first time back home, he is one imperfect person that his imperfection makes him perfect. He's got some shortcomings but that didn't stopped me from loving him everyday, he is one great guy and he is one man a woman should be looking for to be a husband. I am so lucky and blessed having him as my partner in life.

I was just wondering why some people fall inlove so easy? Do you really call that as true love or is just a call of body's desire? You know what i mean! I can't seem to think how to fall inlove from one person to another in just a small span of time! Some of them are bragging how inlove they were to their partners but then soon after you know, that bragging person is now inlove with someone else??? And then little bit after they split, that someone is again, inlove to someone else??? I just don't get it!!! Is that really love??? Or purely lust??? I don't lift myself up here but that's just what i noticed to the others. And that someone i knew used to criticized someone before, but look at that someone now, doing the same thing just like what the other is doing before. I just feel so sorry for that someone....I still hope that someone will find and learn what really true love is....

Online Prisoner

People nowadays are pretty much online prisoner, especially to those who are far away from their loved ones like me. I am living here in the other side of the world while my family lives back to my country home. Thousands and miles away to fly just to see them and it is very impossible for me to see them as much as i would love to due to the pricey airfare. That's why most of us like me finds the internet so advantage for us to reach our loved ones whose far away from our reach. I cannot just simply live without my laptop, it will make me go crazy if i cannot open it as soon as i get up.

Being online is part of my daily routine, and without even checking my online world makes me weak, lol! Truly, i guess because i have nothing to do here aside from taking care of my family, other than that, nothing else more. Being online is quite and entertainment for me. If i have problems and i have no one to talk to because hubby is at work, i get to talk to my friends who are always there for me to listen. Also i can divert my emotion to the games i play, or watch my favorite local shows back home. There are tons of different things that i can do here. Not to mention that i also make money out of it, through blogging. I really am glad that online world is being introduced to me so well. And i don't really care at all if someone calls me an "ONLINE PRISONER".

Stainless Drum

Hubby just barely got home. I asked him what took him so long since he usually comes home around thirty minutes after he gets off from work. He told me he went straight to the store where he can buy stainless steel drums right after his work and bought a big one for him to use. He is going to put something on it and will store it in the shed. When he comes home late, it makes me worried because i have no way to contact him since we both don't have cellphones. I have the little advantage because i am at home and if he has problems or has some trouble, he could just phone me. But this afternoon, he made me so worried, i really thought something happened to him. I am glad he just went to the store to get that stainless drum that he need.

Getting Ready For The Trip

I need to get my boys's passports. The early the better, since i have to take care both of theirs. My oldest one's passport is about to expire soon on his birthday and this little one of mine has no passport yet. We are planning to go home this coming June, we still got plenty of time to do it but i don't want to rush time that's why i wanted to get them done right away. I have to get ready all the requirements that is need for their passports. I just renewed mine last year.

We had our awesome trip last year to San Francisco where i renewed my passport. We got to see the Golden Gate Bridge which was my first time being there. Lovely indeed. But anyway, i also want to make a list what i need to bring for my dear family such as perfumes, bottles of shampoos, conditioners and a lot of chocolate. I am really excited now since June is not too long to wait. But please don't tell my family yet, they didn't know i am going home, hehe...