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I admit to myself that i am cranky and moody lately. I have this mixed emotions that sometimes i can't hold. My temper rises so easy like gas and fire ignited. I don't know why and after i feel this, depression takes place. I feel like i am going crazy and i don't want to be disturbed by anyone or i will blast like a dynamite. My husband is been asking me what is going on with me lately, i am very aggressive and upset everyday. I couldn't answer him because i myself don't even know why. Depression, self-pity, blaming myself, feeling so useless, worthless and other bad things are in my mind right now. I don't want to entertain my negative thoughts but it's like a leech in my mind, it won't disappear until it makes me weak. I want to go out but where? I want to run as fast as i can, i want to escape from reality, to this very cruel world but how can i? I feel like i am a bomb right now, and i need a place where i can shout my heart out to cool down so i won't blast anytime.
"Remember no one can make you feel inferior without your consent." —Eleanor Roosevelt—
9 comments:
i had the same feeling lately...yet i even posted in blog on cry for help..it was something that i couldn't fathom..it is i guess normal for once in our life? i hope you feel much better now!:)
Ngon ana sad ko usahay dai...cge lang ko saputon dala na guro ni sa akong pagkatigulangon hehehe bitaw oi gepakatawa lang teka dha. Nakasabot ko sa emong sitwasyon dai kay bag-o pa baya ka nahitaboan...I hope you feel better and be positive always, even though it's easy to say and it's hard to do but don't focus on it...huwag kang magpapadala sa emosyon hehehe (:-) smile amn dyan.
nAH hadlok man lang sab ta buthan sa bomba ani darl oy haha...
You're not alone man oy.Bisan kinsa nga bored ana gyud bation.Lingawa nalang si MD diha gud...
I feel that way sometimes too! My hubby finds it weird. It mostly happens when I am about to have my period.
Feel better, Darlene =)I am sure everything will pick up.
darl i think you need a help of a doctor. please visit one, so that he can prescribe something for your depression. and i think you are right that's a sign of depression my dear, but that's normal for a lady who gone through a lot lately.
i hope you are alright. do take care.
I feel that way sometimes too. Much more now that it's winter. I guess mine is winter blues and also feeling homesick. It's life and I have to live with it. I hope you feel better Darl's. Go for a walk!
maybe your pregnant that's why your moody. try to pray if you can't figure out why your not acting as yourself lately. It will ease your mind. That's what i do when I can't sleep. maybe it will work for you.
Hi Darl, I was like that years ago and I ask my dr to help me and she refer me to the couselling therapy. You don't need to take any medication. You just need someone to talk without any doubt that you don't scared might people knows. It really help me a lot and I recover. If they your dr said, you need to take medication. Please don't do it. Tell them prankly that you just need help and someone to talk that we can't tell our husband and to cry on. If there's something that bother you really your dr has to know. I hope it help darl. Take it easy and your need to get out by yourself . do something like going window shopping.
nah parehas tag gibati pud mamu ay. lami pangaway ug pamaak ug taw ba? murag niduyog pud sa panahon nga kanunay lang gadag om nga mo bugnaw usahay.
P.S guapaha pud ng manki diha sa babaw oi mura manag si Cathy rich girl daw sa CA nga toyota ray naafford? UTANG PAJUD sunod dekada pa mabayran haha.. shhh ato rana ha
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