Frustrating Sometimes

I noticed lately that my oldest one is not eating good like what he is supposed to. I have been trying to prepare some good food that i think he would get interested to eat it but to no avail, i failed. He is not picky at all it is just i think he lost his appetite and i worry about him. He plays a lot but then very little food he only take from here and there. Hubby said that i should not get worried to much since he bites food from here and there. But since i am a "Worry-all-the-time-mother" as what my husband calls me, i am not happy at all seeing my son not eating properly. I even used some tricks to him so he would have the interests to eat the food i prepare for him. Ughhh, sometimes being a mother can be frustrating especially times like this, kids don't eat like what you wanted them to and what they are supposed to.

I Could Not Ask For More

That's right! What i am going to ask for more since i already have everything that makes me happy. I have a very wonderful husband that is always there for me no matter what and a very thoughtful partner in life. I also have two adorable kids that always entertains me in so many ways, whether to annoy me or to make me laugh. A lot of people say that money is everything, but for me it isn't the most important, it's my family that i get the chance to take care of and to see them everyday happy and healthy is everything to me.

My eldest son is going to turn 5 years old this coming May and it just made me think where did those years go? Seems like he was just a baby yesterday and he was just a little turkey in my lap. But now, he is a grown kid and in school already. Kids grow so fast and before the parents know it, they already wants to borrow the car key so they can take off!!! But for now, i am going to try my best to enjoy every moment with my kids as they grow, i love to take pictures of them a lot to keep the memory frozen and has remembrance. They will be kids once only, and you cannot turn back the time, that's why i capture those unforgettable moments so i can show it to them when they are fully grown.

Obligation and Responsibility

When i first got here in America i was really excited when i first touched and saw the snow. But as the years went by, i am kind of getting tired of it already. Wanna know why? Because i have a preschooler now that i take to school and i have a little one to bundle up to take him with me every time i send his big brother to school and later on bundle him up again to take him with me to pick his brother up from school. Isn't that sound so tiring and a lot of hassle?

I wish i have someone with me so i can just easily hop in the car and take off. But that is not going to happen since i am all by myself during the day. My husband works early in the morning and get off from work in the afternoon. So pretty much of the errands in the morning is mine. I guess no matter how i complain about it, i have no choice but to do it because it is my obligation and responsibility as a parent. I just hate to take off and get back home during snowy days, because it's really difficult for me to carry my little one and the driveway is so slippery and sleek. There are a lot of times that i nearly fell carrying my baby in his car seat. I am wishing i have my mother here to help me, but she is so far away from me that makes me miss her even more.