Obligation and Responsibility

When i first got here in America i was really excited when i first touched and saw the snow. But as the years went by, i am kind of getting tired of it already. Wanna know why? Because i have a preschooler now that i take to school and i have a little one to bundle up to take him with me every time i send his big brother to school and later on bundle him up again to take him with me to pick his brother up from school. Isn't that sound so tiring and a lot of hassle?

I wish i have someone with me so i can just easily hop in the car and take off. But that is not going to happen since i am all by myself during the day. My husband works early in the morning and get off from work in the afternoon. So pretty much of the errands in the morning is mine. I guess no matter how i complain about it, i have no choice but to do it because it is my obligation and responsibility as a parent. I just hate to take off and get back home during snowy days, because it's really difficult for me to carry my little one and the driveway is so slippery and sleek. There are a lot of times that i nearly fell carrying my baby in his car seat. I am wishing i have my mother here to help me, but she is so far away from me that makes me miss her even more.